Thursday, May 6, 2010

Goodbye

So much has happened. So many things have to be kept hidden. Then again, God's sense of humor will reveal all that we try to deny.

I have been waiting that the story would come from you, but I guess you have no intention to tell me. Make me a fool, make me believe that nothing has changed and nothing will. Keep on denying but I would rather live my life better than this.

You said you were going. I'm glad you are. It will give me the chance I have been waiting for quite some time now.

I've been wanting to go. I'm fed up waiting for your story. I'm so tired of you.

When you come back, I won't be there to greet you. So take care of yourself and make the right decisions. Better yet, ask someone for advice because you don't know how to decide. You are selfish and short-minded, you don't know what your actions can lead to, the same way you did not know how you almost made me stumble.

But I will stand up from waiting for you practically half of my life. And now, I desire to meet someone else now, someone who will save me from this lonely life and miseries.

I hope you will be a better person after two years. I hope you do well. And I promise you, I will.

Goodbye.